Losing focus
I’ve been home from school for about a week. And this week has not went well at all. I have been over on my calories every single day. I am having terrible self-control. I think it is because I am not used to having a kitchen in such close proximity and I am overwhelmed by actually being interested in my eating choices again (eating at a dining hall all year really kills your interest in dining hall food by the end of the year). Today was the first day I worked, which was good, because the rest of the week I have been home most of the day and therefore don’t have too much to preoccupy me from thinking about my next meal… So hopefully working and being busier will help me.
But I really need to start focusing and caring again. I think I have gained weight this week and I really don’t want that to become the trend. I will try to ask my mom this coming week about if joining LA Fitness will be possible again this summer. The only thing I have been doing well with is my running schedule. I need to start doing more serious cardio and weight training though!
There are approximately 16 weeks until I have school again, so I am going to set a goal of losing 15 lbs by October 1st. This will be a tough goal, but I think goals like this really motivate me, so I am going to set it. That would put me at 143 lbs on October 1st. Which would be really exciting and wonderful.
Okay so let’s get focused and get with the program! :)